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Andrew Tripp's avatar

"Requiem For A Dream is a good boy’s fantasy of the price bad boys pay."

I like this line. One small step above Helen Hunt jumping out the window after trying PCP in some God-awful afterschool special from the early 80s (the name escapes me).

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Ross Barkan's avatar

The novel is very good. Also set in the Bronx! It's much better than the film. Last Exit to Brooklyn is a great novel

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Michelle Frankfurter's avatar

Last Exit to Brooklyn. Man, I haven’t heard anyone mention that film in decades. Some movie scenes get stuck in your head forever and can never be unseen.

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Michelle Frankfurter's avatar

Cross eyed with stupidity. Genius.

I was going to say, and don’t forget Drugstore Cowboy and the next sentence…And then, but Ellen Burstyn’s Sara Goldfarb…

Great piece of writing.

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Alida Antonia's avatar

That was one of the most poignant things you’ve ever written. My daughter was addicted to pills and alcohol. One day she called her father because he had the money to get her into rehab. She’s 6 years clean. Goes to N.A. meetings and volunteers at rehabs and assists people straight to meetings. I think she will do this forever because she is grateful to be alive. She’s lost so many friends.

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Joe C.'s avatar

I loved this. What an incredible ability to transport your readers. And I agree. I watched RFAD when it first came out on DVD and shrugged.

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Alec Worley's avatar

That was so good, John! Full power to you, mate. Love your writing!

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Barbara W's avatar

It's all a matter of opinion I guess. Having been close to many lost due to heroin, I found the movie a bit over the top, but it stayed with me to this day. It's the first time I saw Jared Leto and have been a fan ever since.

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Ben T G's avatar

Every now and then I’ll watch an AA-focused movie (When a Man Loves a Woman was actually pretty good! 28 Days was a star vehicle for Sandra Bullock!). Love your deep dive into how the 90s style undermined this one, melded with your personal history.

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PurpleAmerica's avatar

"R RATED after-school special." Spot on. Most movies like this play out that way. I found it 80 min of "you know where it's going" followed by 20 min of "I don't want to watch that ever again."

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George Henderson's avatar

Drugstore Cowboy ftw, Jesus' Son is pretty good too, and perhaps the truest to the unglamorous realities. But there's a reason people who like heroin enough to know it well aren't making movies. Ferrera was the exception but he couldn't keep doing both.

In The Man With The Golden Arm junk is just a plot device, and I don't sense Algern had any personal experience.

As for the bottle, The Lost Weekend is by far the best book on that I've read, because it concentrates on the state of addiction and is full of truth, but I haven't seen the film yet.

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John DeVore's avatar

Drugstore Cowboy is an excellent movie. I'm a huge Van Sant fan. Maybe I'll rewatch it.

You know what a good movie about addiction is? Uncut Gems

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George Henderson's avatar

Oh I like the look of that, thanks!

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Kim Dahlgren's avatar

It was a film popularized when I was in junior high which I was CLEARLY too young for but thought was the pinnacle of edgy at the time. It still haunts me

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